Jus life!

I m a person who puts my head before my heart.. if u had read my previous post u would understand what i meant..
At times i feel that it would have been better if my heart had taken control of my thoughts and prevented me from doing the "right" thing... But sometimes wish my heart would never raise its voice when it wasn't needed...Sounds a little too weird but i m just putting my thoughts to words... When u do certain things you don't think of the implications coz you just assume its gonna be OK.. Even when there is a gut instinct which tells u don't do it.. Its when you look back later on and ponder on it that u realize you always knew that this was going to happen..
Wish somethings never happened and wish i could hide my emotions from people i love..Wish someone could tell me what i did was right other than the person concerned.. its when my heart and head work together that i have a conflict and end up hurting people.. yes i have hurt a lot of people at various times..But i have hurt myself more when i cant suppress my heart when simultaneously my head is doing the thinking...Well in conclusion i still would go with my head coz i don't want others to get hurt coz of me... At least to the maximum extent that i can i don't want to hurt another person.. But i still think i m lucky coz ultimately its what the person i hurt feels and i m glad things haven't changed for the worse...